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there is an ugly side of truth to life, love and death. it's that anyone can spontanously come to a end at any moment. you know this exact feeling. im just the writer, the narrator the basic word of truth to all of it right now. its going to get harder. IT IS ALREADY HARD. are you strong enough to upstand the word fear to its face and shoot it down like a soldier with a gun? your gonna have to. not being harsh here, but the best of them suck it up and go on every day. and so can we. - leighann

11/22/2010

   magic ducktape:
i hate the feeling i get when your gone.
i feel like every breath is filled with liquid ice.
it freezes my lungs and i can't breath.l
i hate the feeling i recive when your about to leave
im numb and i feel the little sharp prickles like neddles;
faster than a bullet it hits me without a sound.
no cry, no pain.
nothing.
i hate the feeling knowing your going.
but i know your going anyway.
i know you love me like the love i give you.
it's enough when your here it feels like a addict getting the dose.
but your not a drug but i am addicted to the sound of your voice, your heart beat.
it's not the same when you gone but i will go on.
i will wait for the days your here holding me, holding us together like the strongest of ducktape.
i hate the feeling i get when your leaving.
when your out the door.
when your car door is shut and i can hear you driving away.
but i know it's only today, you'll be back holding me together.
holding us together like some magical ducktape.

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