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there is an ugly side of truth to life, love and death. it's that anyone can spontanously come to a end at any moment. you know this exact feeling. im just the writer, the narrator the basic word of truth to all of it right now. its going to get harder. IT IS ALREADY HARD. are you strong enough to upstand the word fear to its face and shoot it down like a soldier with a gun? your gonna have to. not being harsh here, but the best of them suck it up and go on every day. and so can we. - leighann

11/22/2010

it wasn't a crime:
it wasn't a crime to fall for him.
although every one treated it as though .
it wasn't a crime to miss him so bad it hurt.
but everyone just sad no.
it wasn't injustice for me to smile when i heard his name.
my father took his faith away without reason.
every person looked down on me in shame.
i wasn't about to be put down for loving another soul.
i would't let someone else tell me;
speak to me as though i was a child.
i wasn't about to let someone take what made me whole.
it wasn't a crime to let him kiss my lips.
people in my life treated him as my own demise.
mother was a forgiving saint; she brought them to a stop
because she looked at my teared face and she then relised.
the truth must of been hard to face.
for a mother to look so much in fear of loosing her child.
to no less than a man who would make her a woman.
that i would take  passion and nothing close to something mild.
it wasn't a crime and i wasn't going to be locked up in thier world.
not without a fight.
so i finally took his hand,  and he took mine.
now i get to love him ever secound of every night.


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